.

2007-08-25T09:30:00.000-07:00

blog closed(changed)!

one last thing to say here: Peh Li Hao I LOVE YOU :D :D :D

2007-08-20T16:50:00.000-07:00

hello take a look at this, and this.

other than "haha my conscience is clear haha haha haha"
*continue adding countless "haha"s*
i've got nothing else to say,
not like saying more will make you more mature.

totally enjoyed today,
not to mention i got to see your crush at tpy central yesterday!

oh and rachel alr told the "impersonator" what i wanted to say:
get a life!

:)

2007-08-17T18:22:00.000-07:00

upset.

let's just hope he won't fall for a... midget.

anyway eng o lvl oral was bad.
and i have a mum who tells me i have a huge ass and fat legs.
how wonderful.

prelims next week, i can do it!
maybe i shall stay over at macs tonight.

2007-08-16T03:19:00.000-07:00

stupid coke spilled in my bag.
good excuse to urm. take a break from studying.
michelleyou'resofullofbullshityouhaven'tevenstarted!

ok bye!
to lh: i love you :)

2007-08-15T17:56:00.000-07:00

i wanted to blog about how well these 2 days went for me.
until XXX blog made me so pissed.

i'm not sure if who she's blogging about is my friend,
but i think it is,
and even if it's not,
i still wanna tell her she's such a total fat bitch! :D
don't blog as if the whole world loves you it's damn disgusting.
my friend got a b3 and she's proud of it.
if you're simply stupid & brainless please don't blame it on others la.
teacher's pet. eeew. and yet you score a b3, hahaha!
some pple don't have to do extremely well to be happy.
i'm so glad you're grieving over your lousy results!

my whole day was spoilt after what BBRachel said to me.
whatever, he won't like you anyway fatass!!!!! Los3rxxzzzsss!

2007-08-11T21:21:00.000-07:00

i want my waist back.

intense studying today! :D
finally, a sense of satisfaction.

2007-08-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

Secret was good, cried throughout the movie :(
though i'm not a JayChou fan, but...
how could she kiss him!

still feeling a lil upset over that story lol.
everyday's an unproductive day.
today's excuse for not studying: hello it's singapore's birthday.

ok bye! :D

2007-08-06T19:21:00.000-07:00

i don't understand this.
but you're just capable of making me think of the silliestsilliest things.
like "accidentally" bumping into you,
then pretend to fall badly,
then imagining you piggyback me to school.
or or or,
hoping that it'll rain,
then you'll shelter me to school under that tiny umbrella.
or sms-ing you the stupidest things,
then stalk you online!
then... secretly laughing to myself after thinking about all these.

i sound like some maniac,
nonono. he's just a crush.

2007-08-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

one good reason why i don't like this year's national day song:

the old ones are simply better!

anyway was at miss clarity cafe yesterday till clarissa screamed at me over the phone. hahaha :D
i feel like having a cocker spaniel pup instead of fat toby!

2007-08-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

dress-hunting the whooole day.
but came back with nothing except many many blisters and a happy tummy.
FEP-bugis-novena.
had TCC for lunch after i gave up on my search.
i'm glad i did :D yummy oreo cheesecake!

the clot on my chin is about to go off...
and then now there's a huge orhcheh on my thigh.
wow michelle, you're a fat clumsy elephant.

i should really stop blogging about my uninteresting life.

2007-08-03T19:40:00.000-07:00

my scalp hurts ALOT,
just had a bath.
didn't dare to dry my hair.
i feel like im bleeding from my head.
randomrandom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL :)

2007-08-02T22:37:00.000-07:00

.

so tired from all the running about.
(birthdaygirl,you'dbetterbethankful!)
was pretty unhappy cus i kept thinking of sushi during the entire EC.
...

then we headed over to the birthdaygirl's house/palace.
only posting a few photos cus my eyes look barely open in the others.
O_O

hey FB BGF, you look slim here :D

with her present.

with FB BGF.

I'MCOOLTOO.

a group photo after alot of nagging.

i feel like i'm ready to be a mum anytime soon. ha ok kidding.

sorry for raising my voice today at mos(burger),
i really wanted sushi!

quote: "i feel like i don't know you anymore."

2007-08-01T19:29:00.000-07:00

no. i refuse.
no no no.

it's ~~fatbitch's~~ clarissachengweixin's birthday tmr,
hope she loves her "surprise"! :D

2007-07-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

zen stone plus spoilt..........
no receipt... no warranty card.....
..............................

botak jones(again) today.
my tummy is happy.

i don't want anything that's yours,
i don't want anything that ever belong to you before,
i don't want your pity.

2007-07-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

xxxx walked past me(us) today & i feel like the biggest stupidest loser in the world.
i was damn excited laaa, then all of a sudden he & his bro walked back and i was saying
"let's follow him!!!" when he was. right there. in front of me.
then i did something even stupider by screaming "oh shit" then running away.
whattttttttttttttttttttt!!!!! but hey xxxx you're so cute :D
(PLH's 1000x more charming than xxxx though hehee)

2007-07-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

past few days were pleasant/awesome
cause they were spent with bff and grace.
but all the running around is making me so tired.

btw, plh, you look so handsome yesterday!

2007-07-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

don't answer calls don't reply sms don't send me home still can take cab go elsewhere i want to FS!!!!!!!!!!

fine. fine. fine.

THEN I ALSO DO THE SAME LO.
im so childish, but you're twice as childish as me, so stop singing with that horrible voice of yours!

anyway my common test results are so, good.
single digit for Amath paper and i'm not exactly very proud of that.
so yeah bye.

2007-07-15T17:59:00.000-07:00

dearest :)

wo shi binbao.

ouch...

hello idiot you look handsome-r when you're angry :D

mygoodness. someone/thing please give me motivation to study.

2007-07-15T17:26:00.000-07:00

feels good to have a tiny crush on someone :D

(wtf why do i sound like a desperate 13yearold.)

HEY LIHAO I'M NOT CHEATING ON YOU.

aww im melting. bye :)

2007-07-14T23:23:00.000-07:00

mummy's in China.
da ge's in HK.
& er ge's in Phuket.

... i don't wanna stay here too.

today was great.
he came over. studied a little.
then went to vivo for his yoyo meeting.

yesterday...
was spent at brian's house eating crabs.
but 90% of the time i was thinking about this article...
okay nevermind, but i didn't eat much.

mm. the bruise on my chin is better now.

2007-07-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

heh i don't wanna wish for anything better cus you're the best i ever had.

yay tmr i can be a cool kid and paste a huge plaster on my chin :D
why am i so stupid, should have landed on my huge ass instead. ouch.

thank goodness for the pizzas and the amount of cheese ive been eating consistently,
ive strong bones now!
but the swell is still so fugly and painful...

pizzahut today with the girls & family gang was fun.
(the only thing missing was you).

i wish you were rich-er.

2007-07-12T18:14:00.000-07:00

just finished crying,
don't know if this is retribution or what?

today rachel fell down at school and we were all laughing at her,
then just 10minutes ago,
i had the worst fall of my life. i swear.

my grandma was mopping the floor,
& toby was right outside my door.
so i hopped over him &...
i fell right on my face. so my chin my hands and my knees hit the floor.
super pain. immediately called lihao and started crying.
i was so afraid my chin would disappear so i didn't dare look into the mirror at first.
so pain :'(

i hope im ok.

2007-07-08T21:15:00.000-07:00

how sad i can't get Hebe's hair :(
still got a hair cut though.

tiredd. waited for him for nearly an hour today,
then played a lil bit of pool with some classmates before heading home.
this is getting so uninteresting.

im 16 im a semi-grown-up i shouldn't lose control over myself in school anymore and let XXX YYY ZZZ & other random people make a joke about that. yup, bye!

2007-07-05T20:43:00.000-07:00

rrrrrandom.

ahma

went to vivo aft school & had carl's jr for lunch.

their burgers are kinda huge hur? i almost managed to finish the whole thing. but lihao looked so hungry.

thankyou muacksssxxxzzzzsssxxxxx ii lurvvv euuxxsszz.

2007-07-05T20:11:00.000-07:00

had Awfully Chocolate (shopname) birthday cake last night.
pureblisssss.

feeling pretty contented now,
off to study!

2007-07-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all the birthday wishes, sms-es, gifts & everything!

Of all, the most interesting present i received was... a pair of g-strings.
Haha but thanks anyway :D

It'll be a 3in1 post today.

Monday:

The girls (Clarissa, Rachel, Grace, Liwen) appeared right at my door step! That was really sweet and i love everyyy single one of you! Sorry you all perspired so much cause my house was so hot.

I'm sorry for looking so round in the photos.
(i think me & plh have smiling disorder la)

Tuesday:

Plh & i went to have this,

damn good :D

the belgian chocolate was dripping from the waffle!

Random:

^ This is Kino, Plh's kitten.

The boy i love most!

Nephews

Sentosa Cove

Bestgirlfriend.

This morning:

Another mini surprise!
My brother tied my present on the clothes hanger,
and buttoned up my school uniform on it.
And inside the paper bag was the mp3 i wanted :D

Feels good to have a pleasant sweet 16.
(Although i'm still damn jealous of those angmohs who receive BMWs as their 16th birthday presents, and having crazy mega parties with funny rap singers that i've never seen before.)
I should stop watching MTV channel.

at Botak Jones in the afternoon.

Happy Birthday to me.

2007-07-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

had a pleasant surprise this morning, thanks girls! :D
yeah & so i got cheated by my own bf & my classchairperson.

the day went pretty well.
will upload all the pictures another day.
we had lunch/dinner at seoulgarden,
then to meet my beloved! :D

update again another time!

2007-07-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

this photo was named " One Big Happy Family ". hahaha :)

forgot to mention that me & lh had lunch at hk cafe today.
(ytd actually, since it's 2am now)

went for a facial ytd & am still not pimple free now yet.
then we went over to his void deck.
his bro brought back a kitten!
upload the pics of it another day,
it was damn cute!

talking to him on the phone now, byebye :D

so it's now 3 more days to my 16th birthday :)

2007-06-30T23:35:00.000-07:00

so stupid, i alrdy purposely put "i love michelle" on his friendster profile,
how come still got so many girls like to view him?
too bad i rejected all the friend reqeusts.
(i'm that THAT unreasonble, i deleted those who just added to increase their friends amount? & it's like they don't even know him)
so go away cus he won't even wanna look at you!

and i finally told my dad about the p*lice incident thing.
one fine day my friend was giving me a ride on his bicycle,
then these 2 p*lice officers claim that what we did was illegal!!??!!
what i only did was stand on that thing at the back of the bike?
and they took down our i/c number & all. ha?

went to my cousin's engagement today.
was held at a multi-purpose room at a condo in Sentosa.
it was a sweaty event.. and i was so underdressed.
but my new cousin-in-law is superrr pretty!
ha their daughter is turning one in 3 days time,
& they just got married.
talking about the condo, it was gorgeous la.
the people there own their own yacht i think. wow...

i still have no idea on where to go on monday. sighxxxssszzz.

2007-06-28T19:09:00.000-07:00

i believe in love but i don't believe in "forever".
i believe all good things come to an end;
you're not exactly good but, i'm so sick i want this to stop.

but then again,
from you i learn one thing:
Put your friends above your boy/girlfriend.

cus it's the true friends that never leave (i think).

i don't need someone who can't even take care of himself.
zzz, shall not be distracted though,
will continue about this silly topic after Os.

awww. knowing him is the best thing ever.
yeah right.

2007-06-28T15:08:00.000-07:00

i was minding my own business and walking home,
when these 2 _____ boys walked past,
& the next thing i saw was tiny pieces of white stuff flying right before my face.
then i turned back to look at the boys and saw a freaking spray can in his hands.

i've been trying to refrain myself from using vulgarities but i'm too pissed now,
so f*ck you bastard!

i feel like a f*cking loser now cus i was too shocked to do anything,
and i just walked home like nothing happened.

oh my gosh, michelle you suck.

so do they. (even more)

2007-06-27T17:04:00.000-07:00

just met two chao ah lians & i'm pretty pissed about that.

wow la thanks for not even protecting your gf.

i hate that 2 fat bitch(s)!!!!!

therefore, to ivan: i don't wanna be a CAL anymore cus they're so soo sooo irritating!

2007-06-26T20:10:00.000-07:00

super distracted now. argh.
feeling like crap.

idon'twannaalwaysonlybesecondbest.

hello to the world of Bio & History for tonight.
this common test week thing is making me so stressed...

shoo you lse bug.

2007-06-26T16:59:00.000-07:00

i'm proud of myself and that's that.
just a few more papers to go.

2007-06-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

i'm... soo happy :D

oh, we're officially back together now.

was kinda turned off by something that happened today.
me & lh were about to board the bus when we found X's wallet in lh's bag.
so we called the people s/he was with cus s/he didn't ans her/his phone!
then Y said he'll ask X to go out now.
it's like, lh alr walked to the junction to wait for X,
so i called Y again and he said X was still playing soccer like whatthe.
my boyfriend's not your maid, and he certainly doesn't have to deliver your stuff.
hey i missed two blardy buses cus of this.
should have dumped X's wallet somewhere.
or waited for her/his call.
i sound so childish but whatever,
you're uncool and i don't like you.

it's about give & take.

2007-06-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

i hate myself for being weak.

went studying with lihao & brian.
then rushed home after less than 2 hours,
cus i forgot to post some important letter.

feeling super unwell now,
don't know if i can turn up for school tmr.

2007-06-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

T_T

went to the swimming pool at chinese gardens (freaking far)
and i seriously feel like crying now cus i'm in pain all over.
my back is horribly sunburnt,
and yet my tummy is still fair!
serves me right for not flipping myself over.
(i sound like some meatball)

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch.
tried to act smart and scrubbed my face really hard,
followed by a whitening mask.
now it's hurting like ----.

and my arms are tanned so weird-ly too!
one side's brownish red, and the other... haiii.
any good ways to make my skin feel better?
it's really painful :(

but anyway i did enjoy myself for an hour or so,
until i started feeling sick (skin was burning and all)
and the wave pool was making me horribly dizzy @_@
(many hot guys there!!!)
uh huh.

waste time at city hall, j8, then to back to tpy to buy some guidebooks.
i'm. gonna. study. soon!

2007-06-17T18:44:00.000-07:00

and we did went onto a ferris wheel last night!
(after much tears/XXXXXX)
^ i was kidding about that.
well but i still managed to drag him there, somehow.
and i even had to pay for his ride. #$%^!
just how romantic is that?

then we hopped onto the ride and i was screaming like mad.
and the vulgarities just came out.

(ps: i tried calling clarissa but her phone was off, yay what a best friend)

and it turned for more than 10 rounds.
everytime we reach the bottom i'll be mumbling
"pleaseeeee unload us....."
but then lihao will go "last one last one"
haha. and we took 30 over photos,
but none was nice. ...
in my slightly better looking photos,
he's either looking away/looking stupid/making silly faces at the cam.

when i first stepped in.

token ?

from up there!!!

from up there!!!

when i came down i almost puked.
eew what a ride.

2007-06-16T18:07:00.000-07:00

i really really wanna go on a ferris wheel.
but i dreamt i was at this carnival and some huge machine collapsed.
anyway he didn't get the hint so... forget it.

2007-06-16T16:31:00.000-07:00

twit twit.

is friendster only a place you can openly lie to each other that they're handsome/pretty/cute etc?

thank you for always spoiling my day.

2007-06-16T00:53:00.000-07:00

(just) sent his mum a three-page long apology sms.

played a little tennis before stupid things happen (again).
i don't like it when people quarrel in public,
but yet i do that like all the time,
and end up screaming and crying and trying to CxxxxxSxxxxxx.
i'm gonna stop this.

i feel so afraid of losing myself,
it's like i can't control what i'm doing.
i just wished i was a lil stronger.
or i could meet some superhero.

anyway! went to goldenmile afterwards.
and bugis cus i needed a cheesecake sooo badly.

on the bus to goldenmile,
this stupid crazinessshit got over me again,
and i accidentally deleted the whole "lihao" file in my phone!
THERE'S LIKE OVER A HUNDRED PHOTOS IN THERE.
am still feeling super upset.

will continue on this post another time, night world :D

edit:

i hope we still have time to take like another 100, 200, 300 or more photos.
although i really have no idea of what i want at this point of time,
i know i'm not letting you go so soon.
be it over-reliance or anything,
i still need you here.

mygoodness. i don't remember blogging about him so often in the past.
ever since my family (& form teacher) knows about him, i've started blogging about us.
i don't know if this life should be kept secret... but maybe i will.

uhh, and to celebrate my hair extension's one week,
i plucked off the last two!
(with a lousy rusty plier)

i'm so drowsy now i don't even know what i'm saying.

(please at least do something on the 19th)

2007-06-15T11:19:00.000-07:00

i swear i'm so jealous now.

just saw his primary school crush on friendster.
(he liked her because he used to be a fat boy & she offered him a jelly) !!!

mygoodness la, i'm like the total opposite of her.
HEY FAT BOY, GIVE ME UP >;[
but then, she's attached now, so.....

oh so sorry you'll still have to stick with me :D

anyway we saw XXX at marina sq that day,
she's pretty nice i realised..
but she messed with the wrong guy, and that guy is mine.

stayed home for 2 whole days to sort out my books and worksheets.
now my cupboard's so tidy i feel like studying anytime lol.

spent yesterday afternoon at clarissah's house!
practically wasted the whole day away but it felt good :D

uhhur, you can't gain back everything you lost.

(MY BOYFRIEND'S HOTTER THAN HERS HEEEEHEEEHEEE)

2007-06-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

another extension dropped off!
i don't give a damn i'm gonna pull the other 2 off soon >:D

to marina sq to study today!
ended up walking around as usual.
panicking like crazy now only 2 more weeks of holidays!

anyway this is from yesterday,

taka! a judge from japan.
(i look damn fat therefore i had to do that.)

& dimi. a judge from m'sia.

took loads of photos today.

tried to do stupid things like setting self timer and running around. & this is a failure pic.

Cheng & Alex LAUGHING AT ME %@#@!~$^&*

because i was doing this

CANNOT ACT COOL MEH.
anyway i was standing on the seats outside esplanade and i must have looked damn silly la. diulian ~~~

bye!

2007-06-11T11:52:00.000-07:00

photos!

cookie making that day.

too much butter rofl so the whole thing melted into a pool of butter in the oven.

tried to solve the problem hmm...

& there you go! yummy cookies =D

yesterday...
woke up early to go to downtowneast.
from 1030am to 630 pm. so tired la.
his family came down.

heh so cute. =D

=D

his friend kleaven (xinyi, hope you don't mind! :D)

a very cute syafiq.

with leggings, funny hat and weird mask.

lihao & alex

tfl performance (?)

the weather ytd was damn good and it feels nice to be on the grass lol.

lihao didn't get into top3, but he did well on stage!
mwuahah and thats the only time he looks the most charming i guess.
after the competition went over to shop a lil then home.

oh!

my gift for the day.

at pepper lunch the other time.

what's with that face?!

much better

handsome delwyn?

the day lihao came over & walked the dog.

2007-06-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

i feel so funny now.

i can't wait to graduate from AMKSS.
but yet i know i'll be missing all the huge internal conflicts we have in class.
and being called useless by some random classmate o_o
ahh yeah, i still can't get over that.
i'm so magnanimous zzz.

the worst thing was the title s/he wrote on the whiteboard was
USELESS PAI HANG BANG
(so silly. like how MTV channel ranks the songs)

i've wasted one full week, just like that.

this post is so... random.

2007-06-09T10:28:00.000-07:00

i hate stupid maids who try to seduce their attached employers.
cheap sluts.

i'm damn lazy to go back to the shop.

2007-06-08T19:53:00.000-07:00

..................................................................
#$!@#^%$^#$%#@%@$^$#&$^#$
whatever whatever whatever

i just had 4 strands of extensions done,
when i got home and lightly pulled my hair,
ONE DROPPED OFF.
it's like barely 3 hours.

and i have 6 ulcers in my mouth, yay.

anyway... i tried to smuggle someone/something in my house today.
then out to meet liwen & grace.

still feeling damn sad/pissed over my hair.
i wonder if i bathe later would another drop off T.T

uhhur and so he's off to a chalet today,
won't be seeing him tmr.
this means i have to go back to the hairshop myself tmr..
going to downtown east this sunday again!
hope he gets first for the S'pore YoYo Competition (SYYC) :D
and wins $xxx for me to spend heh heh heh

I AM STILL PISSED.
okay whatever.

2007-06-07T19:07:00.000-07:00

wed:

was late by 3mins for LJS breakfast
... so went to pasta mania instead!

then to st's house to bake cookies.
can't find my cable now so i'll put up the failure pictures of it another time.

thurs:

to vivo with my beloved!
like finallllly.
been giving myself so many excuses to shop lately.
should stop and study now!

to town to meet xn and delwyn.
thankyou del for the presents.
oh! and had my second pepper lunch this week heh heh heh.

i don't know where to go todayyy.
mug?

2007-06-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

watching TFL video now on youtube.
(team freelance)

it's so weird how i have to know your past through youtube.
but nvtl, it's fun looking at those centre-parting hair. LOL.
and seeing how that kid grew up to be mine!
mwuahaha.
there's like hundreds of photos packed in that video.
off to find more pictures of him!
plus his hot yoyo friends :D

HAHAHAHAHA
from centreparting to ahbeng wannabe
I FOUND THEM ALL HEH HEH HEH.

sometimes. i really mean some times.
you make me feel like the happiest girl in the world.
when that moment comes, i'll be like. hopping around like some mad girl.
and then the next moment you do silly things to piss me off =.=
hahaha but it's all worth it.
in the name of love! i think...

continue another time.

2007-06-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

does anyone know where i can get gloves?
not those rubber type that dentists use,
or the thick cloth ones.
but the... err, thin smooth types?
if you know please tell me! thank you.

went to amk to search for gloves but couldn't get any.
then to square 2 :D

then to meet ivan and gang.
(yitseng leonard mikhail benjamin tingyi samuel aloysious)

how brave.

i'm feeling utterly disgusted now.
i mean, i think i should feel this way right?
i don't understand why guys loves to toy with girls.
and they only care about how they feel.
don't just look for me when you want or need me.
then throw me aside when you... don't want or don't needme??!

it's been like 2 weeks since we talked like how we used to.
and all of a sudden,

SOMEONE says:
hey hey hey hey hey mich
SOMEONE says:
how are u
SOMEONE says:
haha

HEY WHO THE F DO YOU THINK YOU ARE /
WHO THE F DO YOU THINK I AM TO YOU!

i'm freaking pissed and my whole day's been just spoilt.
burn in frsgoeht (any place for you to suffer)!

2007-06-03T22:55:00.000-07:00

& so...

i didn't go over to ecp yesterday.
but went to downtown east instead!
too humji to skate, cus i watched this show whereby the guy fell down and had 3 cracks on his skull and blood came out of his ears.
okay i'm still feeling very scared.

so we cycled (i'm getting bored)
and i had a super lousy bike.
one brake was half spoilt and makes this damn loud sound,
and the other? totally disconnected from the wheel.
woah.

slacked at subway,
played rubicks cube and learned how to yoyo.

anyway, i forgot to mention that:
i was a total bimbo yesterday!

this is Bimbo Picture #1

this's #2

MWUAHAHAHAHA

yayx i lurve takin fotos in de mrt stations..........heeex.....

while cycling we saw this horsey!

uhhur. this is 100% not my idea. *stares at plh*

and at the end of yesterday...

:) the train was so empty we could set the self timer haha.
yeah and size does matter!

for today.
it was a total disappointment.
whatever sale the newspaper said.
don't feel like elaborating further.

didn't feel like going home after just an hour,
so we walked around city hall.
was out with my brother anyway :D
didn't get anything for myself though.
on the way home,
there was this pervert on the train,
my brother was so nice to stand in front of me to block him away!
heh heh heh.

anyway mummy's off to china for 3 weeks.
aww :(

night world.

2007-06-02T13:05:00.000-07:00

i feel like lazing around today.
still deciding if i should go over to ecp later.

i really ought to be studying now hur.
anyway something to look forward to,
soccer with ivan & his friends on monday!
heheheh.

met baby that day.
he's soo... CUTE! my goodness.
& i miss him so much.
baby, i love you!
heh, wanna know how he looks like?

err.
i'm also trying to figure out why i'm so lame recently.
but anyway, there you go. :)
the sweetest thing ever.

2007-06-02T10:03:00.000-07:00

someone called me and cried over the phone few days back.
i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you at that time!
but you know i do care right! :D
remember to keep shelby & xpg safe!

2007-05-31T11:35:00.000-07:00

BIG FAT LIAR!

whatever go do what you like then

2007-05-30T17:10:00.000-07:00

heheheh.

went over to marsiling the other day.
super farrr, & didn't get what i wanted either.
then to causeway point.

yesterday...
mmm called him over to bike!
cycled from tpy to somewhere around potong pasir.
so sorry i made you walk for an hour!
super enthu cus i just knew how to ride it :D
tried to bio SAJC guys from outside their school LOL

TOMORROW!!! & i miss you soo much! twelve days aye!

2007-05-26T23:20:00.000-07:00

GRACE!

a pretty common sight hurrr.

toby after his haircut.

:)

yeah i got caught for this.

what we do during chinese remedials - blowing bubbles.

hey clarissa this is for you :D

IM A biimb0xxxxxzzzzzz & i love that fact.

2007-05-26T17:30:00.000-07:00

... So what do you wanna be when you grow up?

This sentence just kept repeating itself in my head.
rofl but i have no answer.

2007-05-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

SKANK.

& you're nothing more than that.
how could anyone ever make use of her good friend(s) to threaten someone else into dis-disliking her?
aww and i feel so hurt for you, because instead of making one less person hating you,
you made so many pple dislike you.
it's rather amazing there're like 30/40 over people now?
yeah childish hur. i don't mind :D

don't call others a sucker when you're one yourself!
i don't know if you ever read my blog,
but i hope somehow the message gets across.

2007-05-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

late by 10 mins for my PTC, heh.
pretty pleased by my overall results. :D

uhhur. i'd better get used to life like this.

2007-05-25T19:18:00.000-07:00

running away is just so, so stupid.

had breakfast at the market,
and slept the whole day away.
felt so drowsyyy & i hate being sick whenever the exams are coming.

... toy. yeah.

2007-05-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

why live life like it's full of shit when you can be so happy?

i feel like buying so many things now.
skates. bike. skateboard. (?!?)

mwuahaha.
& i'll make Mr. Super Insensitive teach me how to bike.
and tuitor me!

i wanna learn how to swim too!
and play the guitar.
and so much more...

i feel so talent-less. T_T
it's okay cus ivan just told me maybe i had a hidden talent!
I'M SO GONNA TRY SOCCER TMR.

big thankyou to whoever cared today,
and FB for throwing my table cover away.

BYEBYEBYE! i haven't felt this happy for. i don't know.

2007-05-22T03:29:00.000-07:00

i hate school.

my file is as thick as two biology textbooks.
plus i had to collect so many of his worksheets.
so i sent it over to his house aft chinese remedial.
left after a very short while.
kinda talked...

oh.
& i hate it whenever guys say they don't know what to do when girls cry.
1) don't leave her alone crying in public looking like a total idiot.
2) wipe her tears off for her, mygoodness.
3) just hug her tight or something, that'll shut her up.

what's so difficult?

tomorrow's a wednesday and i hate wednesdays.

2007-05-21T20:31:00.000-07:00

@ ben and jerry's :D

quite some time ago

xn & his... boyish room.

look at that ceiling lol

SOMEONE ELSE CAN DRAW THAT HEART SHAPE FOR YOU NOW

when we left the band concert halfway

cool hair

my precious!

where you wore that ring for me

something i baked like longlongago.

mr Loser face TEH

the no. of books i had to carry home one fine day

@ ben and jerry's :D

the weather best describing my mood

2007-05-21T02:38:00.000-07:00

even heroes have the right to bleed.

@%#%$#^#%&$%&$%^@#%!#%@#%@
stopignoringme.

2007-05-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

her boyfriend
he don't know
anything about her
he's too stone

... but he meant everything to her.

what could be better than
sitting in a library with a good friend
drinking ice blended mocha
listening to good songs
and doing some revision on a lazy sunday aftnoon?
just when i was enjoying life.

OMGOSH you spoilt my evening.
totally!
wtf i go find you for
perspiring like some shit and wasting my time
looking for you at your tuition centre?!
why the . did i even dine with you =.=

byebyebyebyebye

it's not a rebound.
i didn't have anything to rebound from anyway.

anyway to those who tagged / cared,
thank you.

& thank you grace for studying with me too! :D

2007-05-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA
WHY SHOULD I BE SO FREAKING UPSET/HEARTBROKEN
WHATEVER SHIT FEELINGS
JUST BECAUSE OF YOU?!

HEY MICHELLE TAN MEI XUAN
WAKE UP AND STOP BEING SUCH A STUPID FOOL
WHY DID I EVEN STAY HOME AND BE SUCH A BIG LOSER
AND MR PEH LI HAO IS OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS
YES NOW AT 9 PLUS PM
WITH HIS BEST FRIENDS
OUTSIDE

HAHAHAHAHA
BURN IN HELL JERK
YOU JUST WASTED MY WHOLE DAY
MY WHOLE ONE YEAR
ALL WASTED ON YOU

IM GOING TO LOVE MY NEW BF MORE THAN YOU

AND HEY IF YOU EVER GET TGT WITH HER
ALL I CAN SAY IS
WTF IS YOUR EYES FOR
SO BIG YET USELESS
GO ENJOY YOUR HAPPY AND CAREFREE LIFE

FKING JERK
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU

AND I HATE HER
FOR BEING A SLUT
FOR TRYING TO FLIRT WITH YOU WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER
WHEN I WAS THERE
WITNESSING EVERY SINGLE SHIT
YOU FILTHY PATHETIC BITCH

BOTH OF YOU
BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO OVER YOU

2007-05-19T12:55:00.000-07:00

& if we were still together,

we would be celebrating our 14 months together today.
you would have been at my place by this time.
spending and cherishing every second of this day.

every 19th of the month.
was a day i always looked forward to.
since the day you asked me to be your girlfriend.
on 19 march 2006 i agreed at 11.45pm.
cus i thought 2345 was a nice number. :)

the times you even felt shy to hold my hands.
the times your palms were always sweaty.
the first time you kissed me on my forehead.
the first time you bought me a bouquet of roses
which i smuggled in to my house
which attracted alot of insects to my clothes.
the first time i watched your video on youtube
that boy.
that boy i was so deeply in love with.
i felt so happy your friends even knew my name.
and they shouted my name when you were you were up on stage.
and in my heart you'll be the best yoyo player ever.
thank you for everything you ever did for me.
kneeling and asking me never to leave you
i broke that promise
slipping that ring back into my finger in front of the merlion
after watching those fireworks
with you hugging me close to you
the times we spent just sitting outside esplanade
the time when steve irwin just died
you were so scared of me leaving you
because you dont know what will happen in the future.
and we sat there for 2 hours.
the times we spent at family link
at your house
straining the relationship between you and your family
your mum did not like me right from the start
i tried hard to be a good girl in front of her
theres so much more but here i am
a loser, sitting in front of the computer crying like a bitch.
knowing nothing you/i ever do now, will never bring those days back.

i tried. i really tried.

and on this 19th, i'll be staying put at home.
i don't know where you are this moment,
but at least i hope you still remember how deep my love was for you.

2007-05-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

cheap wh*re.

so ytd we had a half day off from school.
the other darlings went to iceskate.
so i russshed home.
& rushed to his place.

... got scratched and bitten by his dogs.
on the way to his house was like a treasure hunt or smth.
he didn't even pick me!
so he told me the directions lol.
spent a lil while there & left.

i concluded there was smth very wrong with me ytd.
when i left his place, i almost walked to the wrong busstop.
then when i reached novena, i walked to the opposite busstop
(which is damn far)
after sitting there for 20mins i realised i was at the wrong bus stop.
so i walked back to the stop i fight alighted.
then iwaited another 20 mins for the bus to arrive.
haaaa. and guess what. i could have taken the bus straight from his place to little india.
and so i wasted one hour stuck at novena. yay.

littleindia - haji lane - bugis.
out with ba0bei.

overall it was a pleasant day.

bored. staying home to study today.

2007-05-17T05:41:00.001-07:00

hey look!
since you're so into her now right?
here's your chance.
world, we're over.
i don't care how you view me/him/us.
you guys can think he's the greatest bf or whatever.

& to this special one.
who tried to tell others to " get used to it "
haha. whatever man.
don't pretend to be nice when you obviously do not like me,
and esp when YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
so stop intruding into other people's conversation.
you're so fake i see right through you o_o

you actually made me strong/er.
you want it known?
yep it is now.
even yippeyyee was asking my friends & i if i was okay.
HAHA i'm a big enough attention whore now, right?
if that's what you want, that's what you get.
i won't bother breaking down in school anymore cus of you.
& i'm truely sorry to those innocent ones whom i screamed/kicked at when i was totally out of my mind.
pls note, it says INNOCENT ones.
big sorry!
esp to hobbit cus i accidentally kicked his leg & he looked as if he was in pain. :/

on a lighter note,
i passed my 2.4 & i'm super proud of it :D
thank you grace and cecilia for acc-ing me to run.

there could be millions of bitches/sluts/ @$@#%^#$ out there.
but only a few best friends.

& i have to thank this really SpEcIaL one who can think of silly msg-es which go

Dontbeangry!!!iamsorry.buyyoualorry :) dontmakemeworry :(

I LOVE YOU X 1000000000

2007-05-14T01:38:00.001-07:00

you know what?
those kisses meant goodbye.

i've probably said too many goodbyes,
to make you feel that the previous one was just as..
un-real?
ha.

i made twenty calls already.
i don't know why i'm still wasting my time (just like how he is now)
so every call went just the same way.

" hello where are you? "
" at -----'s house "

twenty times.
it went twenty times.
then this tiny thing called the heart hurt twenty times.

i don't know what's left now.
i don't know what i should even do @_@
why are guys such. ftards.
haaaaa.

lol to the person who reads my blog then later on go spread silly gossips.
shut your big fat mouth.
all you do is take mc to skip P.E then read my blog
& assume you know everything in my life.
lol i'm not dumb, & i'm still gonna ignore you anyway =D
if i just hear one more sentence going like this...
" ******* says michelle & lihao blablablablabla "
I SWEAR I'M GOING OVER TO SLAP YOU. HAHAHAHA.

what a first love :D

2007-05-13T03:32:00.001-07:00

i tried to blog about the day out with xn & del but it failed :/

was at ps with melissa, kingleung, fongjh, munwai & weizun ytd.
slacked around.
had pizzahut before meeting them,
& i swear i was so sick at the arcade.
imagine all the noise and the whole place was like shaking.
@_@ there were so many times i felt like puking.

Gwen Stefani 4 in the morning

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess i feel alright

But it hurts when i think
when i let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
Watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all i know is you've got to give me everything
Nothing less 'cause you know i give you all of me

I give you everything that i am
I'm handing over everything that i've got
Cause i wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And i wanna make it worth the fight

ps im not quoting you, i happened to see this mtv.

stick to one. just one.

okay, since blogger is finally working.
friday was rly fun :D
spent the afternoon at xn's girly room.
then he randomly picked this place with his eyes closed.
& the 3 of us (xn del me) ended up at somerset in our uniform.
went a lil crazy and headed over to the skatepark for awhile.
then home.
they must be the best guy friends i've ever had :)
thanks for sending me to tpy that day too.

heh.

mummy i love you.

2007-05-10T03:44:00.001-07:00

yesterday was so. well spent?
heh, 3 hours at the coffeshop with super lovely friends.
clarissa, grace, liwen, delwyn, xianneng & liwen's friend.
and i don't even remember leaving my seat throughout the whole thing.
:D so the 7 of us gossiped damn loudly trying to compete with the rain,
and i swear it made me sooo bl**dy happy after so many emo days.

thank you guys!

was at plazasing today, then walked over to bugis for awhile.
the heart shaped balloon i tried to blow burst when it got too big!
shit. was that fate? hahahaha.
okay good luck for your match.

mmm.

2007-05-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

wow what an exciting day. :D

hello swl, you think your letter can appease me?
i'll be glad if you could keep that mouth of yours shut, thank you.
(fyi, i didn't tear up the letter even though i was picturing it in my head)

and HI SLUTS.
you think by doing stupid things,
for eg, stealing my CCA form from the stack,
& ransacking my things,
you can bring me down.
woah go F yourself then cus it means no shit to me.
and anw, the next time you try to go through my things again,
you should really try to do a proper job o.o
i feel like drawing on your pimply face but whatever.
fu bitch.

oh & for those who're so interested in my love life,
just f off.

uhhur and stop gossiping about me,
esp when you're MY friend.
and when i'm engaging in MY own conversation,
stop looking over with your.
fi sh-like eyes and pretend i can't see it at all O_O

i was supposed to confront this another person,
but one was tiring me already.

one more.
to pms-y teacher(s), stay out of my life too.
qing ai de lao shi, ni zhi xu yao hao hao jiao shu ba, qing bu yao duo guan xian shi, xie xie.
i was so puzzled when the previous time i quarreled with my bf,
& i seperated my table from his,
she/he actually went over to my friend to ask what happened !?!?
wow. thanks for your concern but i really don't need it eh?

fu world.

2007-05-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

LOL.

Toby has got to be the cuteeeeest dog ever!
i took out the guitar from the store room,
& my brother tried to sing this rly stupid song which goes,
there is a naughty boy called toby
LOL then he started playing the guitar.
& toby kept running and hiding!

my goodness. he's afraid of vacuum cleaners,
umbrellas. & now the silly guitar.
he's sitting in front of my feet now
staring at the guitar.
O.O

grace teach me how to play someday!

2007-05-03T01:03:00.001-07:00

day ruined yay.

btw i hate 2.4km runs.

2007-05-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

9 hours spent with my biggestbitch & best girlfriend. :D
but sad to say we didn't do anything constructive at all!

as usual (?) i went to her house early in the morning,
then to town to watch 200 pounds beauty.
& she still calls me silly for crying, when she herself cried too!
hello i'm the one OOL and with LSE kay.

walked around aimlessly till we felt sick.
it's such a lost day, that's all i can say.

yesterday was spent at her house, again!
was studying at amk library and saw candace (psch).
then too emo to get home soo.
we did a mask there and lol. talked.
hello it's not gossip!

why did i even melt at those videos
WHEN YOU DONT EVEN CARE.
mr perfect i don't need you.

2007-04-28T20:17:00.000-07:00

ytd was just sooooo great!

yummy subway lunch,
and a <3 heart to heart talk with :)
still waiting for your explaination kay.

then came uhm.
thismassbitchingsession,
with beloved doublefudge.
HEY you said you liked me more than PB right!
mwuahahaha.

town today with lihao,
then met Brian, Yihui, & Zaiyou.

yawns i dont feel like elaborating on the rest so bye!

2007-04-24T05:38:00.001-07:00

let's just pretend the previous post didn't exist.

i was like so pathetic today.
cried for ---, until 2 kind souls came up with aixin nuggets.
lol.

thankyou dear boy for the lovely notebook,
with all those new words on it, & the lil pictures you drew.
all i could do was to look back at you with tears in my eyes.
at the point of time, i didn't have the courage to say.
" Let's start all over again. "

you'll prolly never forgive me anyway.
so yeah, i'm sorry.
i never knew i could be so dumb.
give me one month okay?
i'll stick those broken pieces back together,
and proudly stand right in front of you shouting,
" ISTILLLOVEYOU! "

i don't know if that day will come,
i really hope so.
a yr, a month, & 2 days.
not easy to just forget eh?

& i hope. if that day really came.
you have not fallen for another girl...

thankyou.

2007-04-23T19:07:00.000-07:00

we lost to time. aww.
& ouch it used to hurt but not anymore.

who freaking cares if i know you or not, but i like you okay!
K N T S LISTEN UP I LIKE YOU.

2007-04-21T10:36:00.000-07:00

i should be in school now, in the I room, and doing maths.
ehhh.

think i'll go back to sleep first before meeting grace later.
bye!

anyway the sky last night was pretty.

2007-04-18T19:59:00.000-07:00

-

finally had lunch together with ba0bei Rachel.

it was a big gossip day anw and i felt so mean,
but seriously it you stopped b-tching about me, i would too. :D
& pls don't comment on my friend either.

oh & i dont need you to comment on me!!!!!
esp the way i treat my boyfriend,
cus i don't ever see him complaining, besides,
in case you didn't know, it's our way of communicating :)
i'll be damn glad if you could just keep quiet &
stop all your sarcastic remarks.
to think i even thought your apology was genuine.
... bullshit. you b-tched about me later in the day.
i don't remember myself offending you more than you do to me.
the next time you have something to say about the way i treat my boyfriend,
tell me straight, or else just find yourself one and go away.

shall start on something happier,
tmr's our (secret) together!
i don't know if we're okay now or not, i hope it is.
& stopsmilingtoothergirlssosweetlycauseitmakesmefeelfreakingjealous.
I LOVE YOU.

eh eh wait.
anyway i've got nothing against you,
if you stop, i stop kay?
peace!

2007-04-15T03:22:00.001-07:00

i'm supposed to be online to read up on Biology.
..but apparently i'm not doing so.
i have a freaking Bio test tmr & so many others this week.

mm. friday was spent at brian's hse playing wii.

^ that's yihui with his beloved pillow which he doesn't allow me to touch because his pillow is full of Yang energy, and being a girl my Yin will somehow give him bad luck????? crap. he doesn't even let me smell it!

^ he refused to let me touch it so he played the game, tgt with it.

^ AGAIN.

^ then it's junwei with XiaoBao the turtle.

^ xiaobaoxiaobaoxiaobao

^ the injury on my arm last week. looks like a heart right.

^ mwuhaha can you make a rubiks cube like this :D

& last but not least,

my love.

2007-04-08T17:45:00.000-07:00

a little something to be proud of...

i feel like a mum.

2007-04-08T17:16:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS VIDEO

http://youtube.com/watch?v=bAZSup4vbSI
(i can't get the other freaking link)
ohgoodness. take note at 02:10. cool.

2007-04-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

i'm eating really spicy instant noodles at 2.30am

the way to ulupandan i still rmb.
those songs playing on your mp3.
what happened along the way?
painting became a whole new meaning to me.
staying over.
your daddy.
and i'm still eating from the pathetic bowl.

pain feels so good no not emo shit, attention whore.
i don't slash wrist then put pictures of them up.
i don't know what i'm saying.
just be home, that was what i ask for.
you couldn't do it.
love no more.

2007-04-06T21:30:00.001-07:00

TO: MY DEAR BOY.

I love you.

2007-04-06T21:30:00.000-07:00

sssssuper tired now. gosh.

I reached Clarissa's house at 8AM this morning,
& only left her house at 7plus in the evening.

Dressed up and headed to Expo to meet up with Rach.
The service was. mm. good.
Was only there to support Grace anyway ;D
Saw Cecilia & Qingyun there!
Took the train back to Clarissa's house.
Movie! & pure slacking at her place.
My Amaths txtbk that i carried around the whole day served no purpose.

Thank you so much Clarissadarl.
She stayed at the bus stop for like around half an hour,
to prove to my parents that I was hanging out with girls the whole day.

& while I was in the car,
I got to know that my family were like gossiping when I was out LOL.
I was telling my grandma about XXXYYYXXX one day,
and today she was like telling everyone I had this boyfriend who's bad at studies and has gone to army. zzz.
My mummy & I had a 'mini talk'.
So she was like saying it's okay if I get to know guys, but.
yeah, don't cross over the line.

Anyway, it's been a greeeat day!
Haven't been spending much time with Clarissa & bb Rachel this year.
Love.

OH! anyway, i got this 2.5seconds of electric shock (awful) from touching her house's switches.
This is so random, but. ...

2007-03-20T06:21:00.001-07:00

happy one yr boy!
lol nv thought my chulian was able to last so long.

i feel sooooooooo jealous now!
grace just gave me my crush's blog!
OMGOSH. he's like the cutest, cuuuuuuutest guy ever. ( hello idiots, pls do not think i'm cheating on my bf, what makes you think that you cannot have a crush on others when you're attatched? )
muahaha.

anyway, i love you soooo much okay. rubiks cube is so in now.

2006-12-26T21:24:00.000-08:00

yay! this blog is closed until i feel like blogging here again.
bye old life!

i threw away my entire sec1 notebook cus i felt the contents were too disgusting
( & i hope clarissa will throw hers away soon too cus it contains plans to kill me when we were in sec1 )

=D maths test.

2006-12-21T19:13:00.000-08:00

heehee he fell in love with the
make-my-face-ridiculously-shiny thing.
lol my face is full of the glitter powder & i look like a clown.

suddenly felt like baking (even whn i don't even have a oven)
so found some recipes online
thn had breakfast with him & bought all the ingredients.

took some photos of the thing i did
it was supposed to be choco fondant
(the type when you bite & the choco is supposed to flow out?)
i'm using alot of supposed cus it didn't turn out the way i want it to!

placed the choco thing in the cups & went to his hse
eh not rly.. waited at his stairs for abt half an hr
and he sms-ed me if i wanted to know the bad or gd news LOL
the top was burnt but he promised me it was nice!
(he told me his mum said it was nice too) :D

thn used the money his mum gave me
(cus he was lousy & the thing got burnt)
to eat yummy chickencutlet.
thn home.

my hair is freaking shorttt now.
& it's veryveryvery black cus of the dye.
& i'm fat.
i'll make sure i lose 1kg before school starts.
byebyebyebyebye.
i hope i will have the mood to start homework soon ...

2006-12-21T10:27:00.000-08:00

i remembered i had ALOT to complain about a few days back,
but... a hug made it all better!

on Monday:

i went out with 2 jerks (!@#$%)
it was raining VERY heavily and i had to go meet the jerks, asked some girl for shelter (like some desperate shit)
i thought i was lucky enough there was a mini pasar malam kinda thing
bought a cheapo umbrella (which i didn't know how to open & close)
which then caused a deep cut in my thumb when i tried to close it
and my precious shoe was soaked in disgusting & dirty rainwater
got bullied by the 2 idiots in pastamania
went to lavender alone
walked to some unfamiliar place
& stood for 1& a half hours waiting for - (i've nv waited for anyone so long before)
but cus of the presents! i betrayed my pride.

happy - month anniversary, my dear :)

2006-12-14T19:38:00.000-08:00

never realised i was soooooooooo reliant on you :/
until now, and you'll be gone for only 5 days.
is it supposed to be long or short for me?
whatever it is, still hope that you'll be able to get into top 4 @ AP!

(irrelevant)
why do family members always disappoint you the most?

anyway if you manage to see this when you're thr,
rest more & get well soon!
might go and pick you up on the 19th :)
i love you!

tried to do homework today, that's all bye.

anw also realised that.. the world is rly full of ugly pple,
(ugly heart i mean)
and they're everywhere.
i may or may not be one myself,
but, i don't know.
i don't need them anyway,
so it doesn't matter.

2006-12-10T00:59:00.000-08:00

went with lihao for his yoyo practice
(all e way at ulu pandan, super far)
he kept craving for macdonalds,
so came back to tpy for dinner.

i still haven't start on any homework,
and there's this maths retest thing
which i don't think many people would be going (?)

~~how.to.slim.the.face.~~
experiencing low self-esteem. byebye!

2006-12-09T12:15:00.000-08:00

i think my dog hates lihao.
kept barking at him.
anyway thanks for the set of clothes :)

how to start on the pile of hol hmwk =/
so bored!!
since my scv started working properly agn,
i've been watching almost 12hrs of tv everyday.

2006-12-03T23:44:00.000-08:00

i had a super super super super super scary dream last night.
thank goodness plh woke me up.
dreamt that i got retained, and msdeepa,mrtcs,mrK,etc... appeared in my dream.
it felt so real. i think i really should start studying soon.
and the most stupid thing was that, in it,
there is 2pple who has freaking lousy endofyr results,
of which 1 is me, and --- is the other.
LOL i'm sorry ---. she's like the top in my class or smthng.
ahhhh. i dont feel like thinking abt it anymore. freaky.

was out with lihao & his 2 yoyo friends ytd.
both of his friends wore some ridiculously expensive tees.
we looked so cheap with them lol.

thn my cous called and i rushed back to tpy.
went to tampines mall / century sq.
travis is still soo cute :D
my cous bought me a pair of pumps,
thn home.

out with mr peh agn today.
wore the pumps that was bought yesterday.
freaking. freaking. pain.
i had to take them off in like every 20mins?
the front hurt. the heels hurt.
ouch. and he still didn't buy me anything!
keep breaking your promises.
luckily my dad fetched me home from bradell :)
other wise my leg won't be able to take it anymore.

ehh. will start studying tmr. heh.

2006-12-01T23:49:00.000-08:00

oh i remebered smthng,
just went jogging with mrplh at 8plus.
so freaking tired.

gdnight.

(actly we only ran for like 30mins? i dont feel like staying up late cus of you anymore and study bio until 2am while waiting for yr call and its damn sucky i cant even contact you and if i were to miss call ur hse at 2am i think yr mum's probably gna kill me.)

BYE.

2006-12-01T23:15:00.000-08:00

px's sms woke me up ytd,
went to her chalet at pasir ris.

thankyou v much for acc.-ing me there :D
had dao huey for lunch,
and super delicious + filling thai food for dinner.

~~gossiped~~, talked about someone there.
played with cards, etc.

took a damn long bus ride home from pasir ris.
from one interchange to the other,
almost puked.

met plh at his hse busstop and transferred bus home.
thankyou for the 15mins :)

had to help my dad & ahma buy things today.
you came to acc me at tp.
saw a lao se lang. z
you didn't even wait for me thn you went to mrt station to call me.
impatient idiot!
but it's ok since i had a kfc treat!

bought my ahma's things and went home.

2006-11-29T23:39:00.000-08:00

Grace's birthday yesterday!
had lunch at Chijmes. thn to somerset and to dhoby ghaut.
vented all my anger on food and stupid games at the arcade.
feeling soo much better!

heeeeeheeeee. lihao's passed his re-exam.
think he's happy with his new mp3, and he's gonna have a hp again!
^-^ yay yay yay!
so sick of being unable to contact him and only can wait for his call.

wanted to watch movie today, but there were no nice ones.
slacked awhile at esplanade there (again),
then walked to Grand Cathay.
saw their gallery thing, i think the old actress Nancy Kwan is v pretty!

thn to PS. bought a top and shopped at Daiso agn.
mm. that's all. kinda satisfied with my life now alrdy.

i will bear with it. i'm a strong girl =D

2006-11-28T00:26:00.000-08:00

i know they have no bad intentions.
but what right do they have to do that?
my mum doesn't even know my results,
why should someone else's mum know?

i don't get it.

finally tried to fly a kite.
bought a superman kite at toys r us quite long ago.
bad weather.
wasn't as romantic as what i thought, but still enjoyed it. :)
super tiring kept running around
and got splashed by some guy surfing in the water.

had super delicious waffles again for dinner at eastcoast.
had bbq chicken for lunch =D

should i give it up and stop thinking,
or think more and try harder?

我不知道是习惯或是依赖，但我的生活已离不开你。
我只是要求你陪在我身边而已，只希望其他人不会干涉我门的生活。。。
难道我的要求太过分吗？

2006-11-26T19:33:00.000-08:00

do you idiots out there know how hard it is to persevere when everyone opposes to a couple being together? my parents, your parents, my teachers, your teachers, the principal... i really don't know what to do already ok? today is the worst day of my life ever since i was born, i've never been insulted in such a way. and i definitely do not need those nosey asses around me. when they asked abt my results, and i tried to lie that i passed everything (just to make you think that i'm a slightly better person than what i am now right?) she rebutted that MY teacher told her that i merely passed to get me to sec4. thanks, i hate school, i hate all these people who is interfering in my life. just leave me/us alone ok?! if this is the ending you'll have been hoping to see, you got it. game over.